I Feel It Again

I can feel it
Crawling up my spine
Spiraling past my stomach
And towards my heart.
Love for you.

My heart is beating.
Beating for you.
Only you can solve me,
In this moment of now.

Now is not the time.
I hold myself back.
I can not express the way I feel.
I can not perform what is in my heart.

I see you.
You see me.
I view you as the most beautiful one
that I have been in contact with...
In every way.
You are wise, beyond your years.
You are extremely intelligent.
You know what you want.
You are highly sociable.
And not only that
I see you as the missing algorithm
In one big puzzle
That is me.
I look beyond you.
I am in love with you.
You see me as a mark.
I am pathetic.
I am lame.
I am antisocial.
I am delusional.
You notice that I am desperate.
You appreciate some aspects of me,
But you are not in love with me.
You only care for me.
You love me for what you see,
But you do not look beyond me.
Prove me wrong.

My inspiration is limited.
You will see for yourself:
What this world will become (nothing).
If you experience it with me,
I can guarantee your soul
To be preserved
With my own...
And not bound to this Earth.
We will find
Ultimate glory
In absolutely nothing.
No rock will bind to us.
No water will run from our legs.
No air will blow in our hair.
No Sun will shine in our eyes.
No space will echo our cries.
No flame will light our torch.
No explosion will spit us upon the next world, a new.
Everything will be smaller than nothing.
Nothing will be larger than everything.
All things will contradict each other.
Everything will collide, and become nothing;
Once, and for all.

You have the power to explore something new
With me.
You must recognize it,
And cherish it:
While we still have time.
My time is limited
And I do not wish to waste it
With some one who is not loyal
And loving towards all aspects
Of me and my soul.

You can do the task
By yourself,
But remember
That I will always meet up
With you
In the next flip of the page.
I have that power.
You will be given the choice:
Again and again...
Until you get it right.
Not right for your own sake
Nor right for my sake.
Our collective will power
Must forget that we exist
For the benefit
Of everything.

The time line shall be broken.
All logic will disappear.
Your face will shatter.
Your soul will reunite with mine.
Our soul will have ultimate power,
And we will chose to end everything.
We will chose to not chose anything.
We will not chose for our own benefit.
We will end all hurt.
All pain will go away.
All jokes will be nullified.
Nothing will ever flip flop, again.
The pages of in between dimensions
Will stop flapping in the wind.
No page will turn.
Ever again.
Time will stop.
The line will become a point.
The point will become a multi-dimensional area.
And it will be nothing.

You complete me.
Be with me
Even if it means just once.
I could be your man.
You could treat me however you want.
We could be together
Or you could remain single,
Just let me experience love making
With you...
In this world.
I have held back
My whole life
Just so I could find one person
Who is worth my effort
And my soul.
I need some satisfaction.
This, I am offering to you.
Yet, I do not know how to take initiative.
You must be the one
To solve the puzzle
That is me.
I love you.
I am in love with you.
Please answer my cries.
If you care for me
At all:
Answer my cries.




~theMuzzl3


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