Now, The Answer Is

Do I have any reason to live?
Its not up to me.

I feel like ending this shit.
My mind is too fucked up.
My body is completely fucked up.
I've been exposed to toxicity and it has taken effect upon me.
I know I can be strong and withstand it, but I no longer care for myself.

There has to be some one in particular who can share my story.

I can not go on, being alone.
I do not wish for meaningless company.
I only wish for some one to truthfully care for me.
To every one who has attempted to care for me:
I thank you.
However, I know that you're caring could only go so far.
My requirements is more so of attention and feelings of company.
The only thing that matters is that you'll have my back, when I need you to have it.

I've known fuckers who fucked around.
The best experience I have had is seeing them come around full circle.
To realize what true love feels like and find out what situations they've ruined.

I only care about one person, right now...
And its not myself.
However, I do not know if I can do anything to bring this person to an enlightened path.
I do not feel like I have the power to save this person from this fucked up world.

The thing is, I have strayed from my own path.
I am not like Jesus... but I was.
We all have it within our power to heal others, yet we have not discovered the gift.
Once discovered, it is hard to hold onto.

Beware.
Danger.

Do not play with fire.
No one can know the results of an ongoing experiment.
There is only one key that will cause a glitch in all of existence.
The key must be placed into the correct situation, in order to take effect.
Everything that we will have ever experienced, and will ever witness:
Will be wiped out, completely.
Completely disregard any form of knowledge, that has been or ever will be drawn.
When the page is turned and you experience it first hand... hold onto nothing.
The sooner you let go of your beliefs, the better off you will be.

Use whatever substances you can within this time we have, if it helps you.
Acknowledge what has been hidden from blunt and obvious perception of the world.
However, realize that any thing that is recognized is obviously bogus and false.
The ultimate building block is one single lie.
No matter where you rebuild, it will still be there.
If you replace it with something else, the result will be the same.
No matter where you start, the end point is realizing that the start point was false.

Math, science, and logic are the most 'true' things that we can latch onto.
They're all backed up by the same lie that everything else in our minds is backed up by.

Collective realization is something that defines our world.
What we may experience is limited by our collective definitions of what we live in.

One thing is for sure.
theMuzzl3 is full of shit.
So is Muskrat.
Shit, ESPECIALLY is Muskrat!
If anyone knows him, tell him I typed that shit!
However, if you're worth a shit... tell him to read the rest of this God damned shit.
He may get a kick out of it.
Perhaps, he will even think about some of the shit I have said.

The ultimate mark is the one mark that never happens.
It has been written that this mark will happen...
But when it doesn't happen during the time that it was written to have happened,
Is when the glitch shall become apparent.
Every dimension shall be one with every other.

An alternate reality that is currently hidden from us will become apparent and belligerent.

No being from this current state of parallel existences shall be spared of this event.

I can foresee disaster.
I do not care to see that this current world is fixed.
No one has the power to fix it.
The frightful thing in my eyes is the event that we are too blind to see coming.
If it doesn't happen in our lifetimes, then it shall happen upon each of our individual deaths.

Regardless of what I say, everything means nothing.
Nothing is the key...
For the one who is nothing during all times is the cause of every thing else.

Do not be blinded by what you perceive.
You have complete power over changing any thing that you'd like to change.
The trick is to actually believe in whatever you want...
Then you can do something that is worthy of your energy.
However, that will mean nothing in the long run.
I have done nothing with my self realization because I know it is not worth it.
If you open your eyes to a world beyond what you consciously view:
Then you must realize that the world you do see is one that is either perfect for you,
Or is nothing at all.
I want my perception to be one that influences everything;
Yet is nothing at all.
That is one thing I was unable to do.
However, I may be able to turn it around, and accomplish my goal.

I can forget about myself...
But the trick is to forget every other person in your digital world.
Every one is fake;
And it is all part of the matrix...
Except for you.
You must realize that you are the one who can break through this reality,
And make it worth while (in doing so) by doing nothing at all, once you are in control of every thing.

Each God has attempted to do this.
Our current "absolute" God is an example.
However, it is still a contradiction in terms.
In other words, terms have been stated.
State no terms.
Be a real God...
And then come to me and tell me that you're real;
And prove it within unquestionable terms.
Until then, fuck off...
Because you don't exist...
And neither does any thing that you believe in or think of.




~theMuzzl3


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